Tag Archive for: Madeleine Grace
I Found Out I Was Autistic at 22
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“You have Autism Spectrum Disorder,” the psychologist says to me while leaning over the table to hand me my 12-page diagnosis.
I try to speak, but nothing comes out. There aren’t any words; just a rush of relief that floods through every part of me.
Can I Have Anxiety . . . and Still Trust God?
I was an anxious child. At four I paced around with a little frown, asking serious questions, and trying to prepare myself for the big wide world.
At 12, I would lie awake with a churning stomach and restless thoughts. I’m 23 now, and the anxiety hasn’t disappeared.
It Sucks to Not Be Invited
It's 1am, and I can't sleep. My heart is heavy and my mind is full of unpleasantness.
I shouldn't be feeling like this. I've spent the past few days having a great time with people I love. But still, seeing the Instagram stories from dozens of friends who are hanging out at something I wasn't invited to—it hurts. A lot.
Isolation’s Ending . . . Should I Have Done More?
A friend asks me through the flames, “So, Maddy. What have you been doing these last few months?”
The fire crackles. I feel the eyes on me. It’s my turn to share, and suddenly, socializing doesn’t seem so easy and pleasant.
What have I been doing?