Andrew Hui: I’m 32 and I’m Dying

Editor’s Note: Andrew passed away peacefully at 11:25 p.m. (Singapore time) on 31 August 2019. Our thoughts and prayers are with his family and friends.

 

Images By Andrew Hui

At 32, Andrew Hui now has an estimated two to three months left to live.

His latest treatment option of radiation was ceased a month ago after it was deemed no longer effective in controlling the spread of the cancer cells in his body. Since then, the tumor has been growing rapidly, and the lymphoma has spread to almost every critical organ and is pressing against important blood vessels.

Despite having just a month or so left where he would still be conscious and lucid, Andrew enthusiastically made time for this interview  at the hospital before being discharged back home to be made comfortable on palliative care as death looms.

“I want to encourage people to trust in God during the darkest points of their lives,” he said.

 

A Shocking Discovery

Andrew hadn’t always viewed his condition this way. It took months of wrestling before he was able to reach this stage of peace and acceptance towards his prognosis—which came as a bolt from the blue last June.

Doctors had found out about the cancer in his body during a visit Andrew had made to the hospital’s emergency department one night because he was running a high fever. X-ray tests showed signs of a tumor growth in the upper part of his chest. Further biopsy tests identified it as Stage 1 Aggressive Non-Hodgkin’s Lymphoma.

Yet, doctors were confident that his was not a complicated case and had even told him that 90 per cent of people who had this cancer at this stage have been cured.

So Andrew put his hope in probability and medical science, presuming that his treatment would be like a few months of “holiday”, and confident that he would recover soon enough.

But he was in the 10 per cent.

Undergoing six rounds of R-EPOCH therapy, a form of chemotherapy, did not help him.

So doctors gunned for a stronger form of chemo—RICE therapy. This time, they said, some 70 to 80 per cent would successfully have their cancer treated by it.

Again, he went for four rounds of treatment but was found to be in the 20 to 30 per cent of people for whom this treatment did not work.

He was next put on immunotherapy which was deemed to be suitable for 99 per cent of patients.

Andrew, however, once again found himself in the one per cent deemed unsuitable for the treatment due to the severe side effects that emerged.

“This is as straightforward a message you could get from God, don’t you think so?” Andrew said matter-of-factly, with a laugh and a glint in his eye.

“I had placed my faith in medical science and when that failed, He has shown me I need to drastically change my perspective and fall back on Him totally,” he added.

 

A Time of Questioning

Despite being a believer from young and one who actively served in church as a musician and leader, Andrew wrestled with God over his sickness earlier this year.

Why me? 

Andrew was not one who was careless with his diet or lifestyle.

The young banker did not drink or smoke. Instead, he would have salads for lunch five days a week and frequently head to the gym after work.

Why now?

His questions to God piled up thick and fast. “I have barely fulfilled 10 per cent of my dreams and I thought You would be able to use me to a greater extent. I have been serving in church for 20 years and this is the way I am to go? This is how You tell the world that you care for Your servant?”

In his anger and disappointment with God, Andrew also lashed out at other Christians.

“They proclaimed or declared healing on me as they believed that by His stripes, God has carried our pain and bore it all (Isaiah 53:5). But I can’t reconcile it with the fact that I am not only not healed but also getting worse. It gave me false hope. So I scolded them and shut them out,” said Andrew.

“The way I see it, if He chooses to heal me, then his task for me on earth is not done. If I am not healed, then it is time for me to go home, so either way it is a win-win situation.”

Part of Andrew’s struggle and despair also stemmed from the fact that he was in a lot of pain.

He had to deal with nausea, lethargy, and hair loss, and many a time he would throw up so violently that his stomach contents would hit the wall.

Bad coughing fits would leave him curling up into a ball on his bed and his heart would shatter whenever he saw his mother crying by his bedside.

 

Andrew with his mum in Jeju in December 2018. This was his last overseas holiday. 

Andrew with his family members, including his niece Naomi, in April 2019.

 

A Turning Point

However, a profound sense of peace and acceptance of death came when Andrew’s view  of God shifted.

“I have always viewed His sovereignty over my life as something that can’t be questioned. He can do as He likes and pleases, and we have no right to ask for, say favor, unless He gives it. I saw His sovereignty as judicious and high and mighty,” said Andrew.

“But later I realized that the way He expresses His sovereignty is through love. What is happening to me may not be good but He is good and His sovereignty is seen in how He carries me through the storms in life,” he added.

One of the verses that has helped Andrew arrive at this understanding is Ephesians 3:17-18, which says, “And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God”

His trust in God’s love and sovereignty has cast out any fear he used to have in facing his mortality.

“I have zero fear of death now. When I close my eyes for the last time, I am more certain about being with Him than I can have in boarding a plane and being assured of reaching my destination,” said Andrew, who worships at St. Matthew’s church.

“That is the certainty I cling on to. Without that, if God or Jesus didn’t exist, I would have committed suicide because then all my hope is gone and there is no point or meaning to life,” he added.

He is also immensely grateful for having a church family who fasted, prayed, and cried with him throughout his period of illness. Many volunteered to buy food for him or to drive him to and from his home and the hospital.

 

Andrew with his accapella group, reaching out to grassroots organizations during one of their carolling sessions.

 

A Dying to Self

Though Andrew was born into a Christian family and grew up in church, he only truly “came to faith” or owned his faith when he was 16.

He was in a Boys’ Brigade service in chapel one day and the lyrics of the song “So You Would Come” touched him immensely:

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you’ve done
Could make Him close the door

These words pierced Andrew’s heart as he used to throw himself into doing good works or serving in church to try to atone for his sins.

The lyrics of the song gave Andrew a sense of freedom as he began to realize that God loves him and that he did not need to do anything to earn it. It also gave him the hope that despite his sins, God will never close the door on him.

But the journey since then hadn’t always been smooth-sailing.

Though he majored in communications and media studies, he joined the banking sector after graduation as it was more financially lucrative.

The number-crunching did not interest or excite him, but he had put money above fulfilment then as he loved to travel to experience different cultures and food. He also wanted to support the church by funding its missions work.

So Andrew worked long hours to climb up the corporate ladder and 12-hour workdays were the norm. His last position was as a manager in private banking.

But what he learned at the age of 16 never completely left him. The peace that comes with being convicted of God’s full acceptance and love for him, said Andrew, is the same peace that guards his heart now that he faces a larger battle of faith in confronting death.

Andrew and friends helping to plant a children’s shelter in Banchang, Thailand.

 

A Blessing Through Faith

Besides having the assurance of peace and knowing that he will meet Jesus in heaven after he dies, Andrew said his faith also makes a difference in mitigating his present pain.

“When I call out to him for help at night because of the pain, I find that the pain lessens when I focus on God and I will fall into deep sleep after that,” said Andrew.

Andrew’s faith has also enabled him to see the blessings that have arisen out of his illness, such as being able to know when he is going to die, and to be able to die without pain.

“This is so that I can prepare for death and say what I need to say and do what I need to do.

The pain medication and palliative care also enables me to be comfortable and die with a smile on my face,” he said.

Lately he has been able to talk to his parents about topics such as what they would be doing when he is gone and what they would use his room for.

“It is a blessing to be able to have such conversations because then there will be closure for them as well,” said Andrew, who is preparing a “death box” that contains all his farewell messages to his loved ones and friends.

“I don’t believe in having sad funerals. I want mine to be happy and I also want to have a gathering now when I am around to thank and affirm people who are important to me and enjoy good food together,” said Andrew, who enjoys cooking, and used to cook anything from kaya to sambal to mooncakes for church fundraisers.

These days, he finds himself not really thinking about death, but about “short-term” things such as his craving for tulang, or bone marrow soup.

One unrealized dream he has is to set up a soup kitchen with his two close friends for migrant workers or anyone who needs a meal.

“If I were to live my life again, I think the only part I would change is perhaps going into social service because that may bring more of a difference to the lives of others. But then again, I don’t know. I am who I am today because of all the moments in the past that shaped me,” said Andrew, who has a father with polio.

 

A Final Wish

His greatest wish now is to reconnect with people in his life, such as his primary and secondary school friends whom he has lost touch with.

When asked why he prioritizes his precious time with people he is not close to, Andrew said his heart is for them to come to know the peace that they can have through Christ.

“Whether they are busy working adults or battling their own problems, I want to share this peace that I have with them. So that when they come to the end of their lives, which may happen any time, they would know of a peace that money or toil or relationships or health or wealth cannot bring,” said Andrew.

“I want them to not hear of me as just someone who died, but a person who is waiting to welcome them in heaven and who desires to see them again in heaven.”

 

Screenshot of Andrew’s Facebook status on 16 August 2019

Want to let Andrew’s family know how his story has impacted you? Leave a comment below with a prayer or word of encouragement!

129 replies
  1. Belinda
    Belinda says:

    This is such a heartfelt, touching article from a Very Young Christian that has me contemplating life AND Death!!
    I have a son that is your age and I pray that he will someday have this kind of knowledge of the Presence of God!! Until we meet in Heaven, God Bless!!

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  2. Spring Water
    Spring Water says:

    Just be Strong till the Last Moment / Breadth ! God / & Jesus may make a Turn Around ! Mr Andrew Hui.

    In addition, Your Body is yours ! Not the Doctor(s) & or Surgeon(s), ‘am informed by the key surgeon / doctor in charge that ‘am supposed to be Gone 8 years back & YET ‘am still around texting now !

    Life is just a journey ! When we are born we are destined to go as well ! Just take it easy till your last moment. ( All human should fully comprehend this point to know Time is priceless !!! )

    ‘having a peace of mind, under the morning sun for a walk, take it that Nothing happened and happens and live as usual to complete whatever Needs to be done with a good rest plus Meditation, early morning warm lemon water with Manuka honey ( choose the grade your goodself can take), slow exercise and thank God for at least 1 minute or 1 hour of your given time ! with constant +VE Positive Mindset !

    Cos saw some accident patient(s) die on the spot before ! in the hospital. Your goodself are much Blessed already !

    Just Do Good ! & Always do ! Thanks, Andrew Hui and have a Joyful + Blessed week ahead !

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  3. Kathleen Chew
    Kathleen Chew says:

    Tks Andrew for sharing your testimony so transparently. May God use you as His instrument to bring many into His Kingdom. You are an inspiration!

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    • Teardrop
      Teardrop says:

      Hi Andrew, I was very touched by your testimony. It is so rare yet encouraging to see someone so young at peace with the Lord. And so ready to meet His Lord and Maker. Keeping you in prayer, that as you settle all your affairs and say your goodbyes, you and the people around you will experience that peace rich surpasses all understanding.

  4. Ronillo Aduna
    Ronillo Aduna says:

    Brother Andrew Hui, I have a message to you in your FB. Please check your FB. Thanks and God bless! The Lord can do the impossible and I believe He can heal you. In
    Jesus Name!

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  5. Lyndia
    Lyndia says:

    God is always good.He has a mission for you …you may be required to execute it at the new address.
    His ways are higher than our ways

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    • John leong wai ming
      John leong wai ming says:

      God bless you, Andrew. I have had the aggressive Type B non Hodgkin lymphoma 4th stage 4 years ago and can understand and felt the peace that you have mentioned, the peace that Christ only can give. I too looked forward to our heavenly home before treatment began. I feel one with you, brother and will pray.
      My name is Johnny Leong of Miri, Sarawak.

  6. Chua Yong Wee
    Chua Yong Wee says:

    Hi Andrew, I’m uncle Willie’s friend from Muar. Willie told me about you and now I am reading a victorious fight against the power of darkness, I am very blessed by your sharing. Will continue to pray for you. You are my hero!

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  7. Miles Yung
    Miles Yung says:

    Andrew reading your story has touch many people hearts you have inspired us to always trust and have faith in God like you did. Thank you for reminding us that God never gives up on us and loves us so much. God bless you Andrew.

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  8. AskX
    AskX says:

    Dear Brother Andrew, just want to let you know that I am proud of you for fighting the good fight, for finishing the race strong and for the glory of God that is being revealed through your faith journey. You are beloved.

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  9. Hans
    Hans says:

    Thanks for your powerful testimony! It is surely not been easy and I pray that His grace continues to be with you in your journey. May God’s will be done in your life so that He is most glorified!

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  10. Blake
    Blake says:

    Andrew, thank you for sharing your story with YMI. Ultimately, we never know when our time is up. What is different is that the words you have shared during a time when you do know your time is limited are encouraging… In the midst of what I can imagine as so many emotions. I pray that your family and friends will continue to live from the words you have shared—inspiring people all over the globe. As I sit here in my office here in the United States I am humbled by your outlook and reminded how each moment is truly a gift.

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  11. Eileen
    Eileen says:

    Hi Andy where there is life there is hope. Rest in God’s love for you and receive His finished work at the cross.God bless

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  12. mac lee
    mac lee says:

    “But God said to him, ‘You fool! This very night your life will be demanded from you. Then who will get what you have prepared for yourself?’ Luke 12:20

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  13. Sylvia Govin
    Sylvia Govin says:

    Andrew love every part of your body . Speak to your cells, tell then you love each and every cell -diseased or otherwise .. .Do it everyday you will be healed with grace of god

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  14. Svetta
    Svetta says:

    Thanks Andrew for your willingness to share. God’s purpose is so deep and no one can fathom His planning. I am truly blessed to read your testimony, especially I am a sales person in Oncology industry. God is good all the time!!! May many many many seeds be sow through your journey, that their eyes may open and ears can hear. God bless you and family, brother.

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    • Wangui
      Wangui says:

      Thanks Andrew. I have a brother who died at your age of cancer. He had colon and stomach cancer. Seeing him struggle and in pain gave me peace when he passed because I know he is in a place where there is no pain or sorrow. He is watching over us. He was also always smiling. I’m sure you guys will hit off when you meet. Say a big hi to him and tell him I miss him SO much. God bless you and keep up the good work.

  15. Irene/Peter
    Irene/Peter says:

    So touched by you dear Andrew. Pray our dear Lord
    will change His plan for you. I am lost for words really, but I do know our God is always a loving & merciful God. Pray the impossible becomes possible in Jesus’ mighty name. Be strong bro Andrew & know that many loves you & are praying for you around the world. Once again bro Andrew we love you in Christ.

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  16. Chan KM
    Chan KM says:

    (2 Corinthians 5: 8-9) We are confident, I say, and would prefer to be away from the body (our earthly body) and at home with the Lord. So we make it our goal to please Him, whether we are at home in the body or away from it.
    Brother Andrew, continue to be rooted in Christ’s Love.
    Remember (2 Corinthians 1: 3-5 Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God. For just as we share abundantly in the sufferings of Christ, so also our comfort abounds through Christ.) Worthy is the Lamb that bore our sins through unbearable pain on the cross.
    Will remember you in my prayers. Brother in Christ, Moon

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  17. Roy
    Roy says:

    All Good Things Happen To Those Who Love God. God work in a Miraclous Way, It Is Thru Faith That We Realise and Found God. Peace Be With U Andrew.

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  18. Prasad Bellan
    Prasad Bellan says:

    I am glad I got to read this post my dear brother. If its will for you to go home, let it be but I do believe that nothing is impossible and miracles could still happen even at the 11th hour…who knows except God?. I am praying for you right now and see what the Lord would do.

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  19. Esther
    Esther says:

    Thank you Andrew for sharing your story and being so positive and encouraging! You are a very brave man 🙂 God loves you!

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  20. Huiling
    Huiling says:

    Dear Brother Andrew, thank you for your post sharing your experience and journey with God. This is what he wants us to do and I am very blessed to have read your post and to think that this post is forwarded to me by a non-believer. I pray in the name of our mighty Lord Jesus Christ that everyone who is saved by him will always have peace & blessings in our life on earth no matter how many days we left. And yes once saved we should have no fear in facing death knowing we are just leaving our earthy body and welcome by him in his warm arms in eternity and to be able to see all my loved ones again including my son Kaiser & my 2 Daddy & Ah ma. God loves for all of us conquers everything and I pray for many more to be saved including all my loved ones & the one who forward me this post, in the name of Jesus, I prayed, Amen.

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  21. shirley Lee
    shirley Lee says:

    Ho Andrew, thks for sharing your journey. I am very sure your story has already touched n made a difference to many people or at least get them thinking. Pray God continues His work through you. Sending hugs

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  22. Cliff
    Cliff says:

    Andrew, thank you for yr witness for Christ. If u happen to read this, I would like to recommend RC Sproul’s ‘The resurrection of Christ’ lecture for yr comfort. I hope that the knowledge of His resurrection gives u hope as u continue this journey to the end.

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  23. Vivek Khisty
    Vivek Khisty says:

    Dear brother Andrew
    I feel your pain,
    I may not understand what your going through, but please let me plead on your behalf I have never lost conviction in love,hope & faith and all of the fruits of Heavenly Ghost whether be it on this world or the great beyond,you should not too Jesus willing you being with us in the physical or heavenly world never lose hope & love in Jesus,yourself & your dreams its what keeps us grounded both above & below hope to see you in perfect condition be it down here or up there.In Yeshua’s(Jesus)unbeaten name,The Pure Ghost,Our Almighty Jehovah Father Amen.

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  24. Ding Siew Lan
    Ding Siew Lan says:

    Dear Andrew, thanks for sharing such an inspiring testimony! Feeling so proud of you, you’re indeed God’s blessings to all of us! The legacy of keeping your Faith in Almighty God at such a time is encouraging and uplifting! You’ve lived your life to the “Fullest”as life does not count how you begin but it matters how you end it! Praying for you n your family!Keep Strong and keep Faith!

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  25. Lilian Teh
    Lilian Teh says:

    Hi Andrew
    I am your mom’s nursing friend living in Vancouver BC. We ve been praying for you since the day mom shared. Tonight I read your name on our old school grp chat that gripped my heart!
    I praise God for your courage to share a powerful living testìmony. God is Sovereign. May you be so blessed with supernatural peace & joy and God received His glory! God bless you with strong faith and fearlessness in days ahead.

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  26. Willie Peck
    Willie Peck says:

    Hi Andrew, thank you for sharing your very inspiring life story, they have greatly warm up my heart. Like you, I was that 10 percent with severe side effects in 2015. With a second relapse, there’s currently no more primary treatment left. Nevertheless, all things will work for the good of those who loves Him, for those who have been called according to His purposes (Romans 8:28). With that realization, the peace of God which transcend all understanding will guard our hearts & mind, in Christ Jesus.

    Shalom my dear brother in Christ. May your article brings hope & peace to those who read your story. Most importantly, may this last lap of yours bring more souls to salvation.

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  27. Cheryl
    Cheryl says:

    Andrew, God is always with you and will be with you, no matter where you are. Thanks for sharing your journey with God and showing your faith towards Him. God loves you.

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  28. Linda Perpectua Lim
    Linda Perpectua Lim says:

    Hi Andrew, I’ve read your sharing and its truly amazing when we are serving Our Awesome God❕I won’t know if I’m in your position though bn the child of God, I may’ve the same strength as you have..still We praise God and may He carry you through till you are home with Our Lord May Our God of Love grant you no more pain already

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  29. May
    May says:

    Thank you Andrew for your testimony to share your revelation of death and the peace you have attained. Your story I hope could use to touch my dad’s heart who is not a believer in Jesus Christ. God bless you and may God use you and your story for His glory. 🙂

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  30. Your brother in Christ
    Your brother in Christ says:

    Consequently, you are no longer foreigners and strangers, but fellow citizens with God’s people and also members of his household,
    Ephesians 2:19

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  31. Donwayne
    Donwayne says:

    Sending blessings from Barbados to you my brother in the Lord!

    Thank you for your testimony. God be praised and glorified in your life.

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  32. Carmen Villarin
    Carmen Villarin says:

    You, Andrew, is an inspiration for many young and matured individuals. You have a beautiful mind to share with us all your deepest sentiments of how you’re facing the end of your life. You may not have a strong body due to illness but your beautiful spirit n strong heart, made of gold, sores up to our Creator, Almighty God, who must be waiting for you at His time n in His hand. You’re leaving a legacy of your well-lived life, with a ‘bang’,so all who read your life’s story will follow suit. Thank you and God loves n bless you now n always!!!

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  33. Philip Cheong
    Philip Cheong says:

    What a testimony ! I am touch by your openness to share your struggles and finally your acceptance of God’s sovereignty and love.
    If God wants to perform a miracle He can still do it.

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  34. ISSAC
    ISSAC says:

    Andrew, I am sure our Lord wants to convey a message through you to the world. But He can change His plan when we surrender in our emptiness. Amazed to see your bonding with the Lord. You are an inspiration. God Bless You Andrew!

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  35. Faith Koh
    Faith Koh says:

    Im indeed blessed by your testimony, Andrew! I could just see how you persevered on throughout even though you only left a few mths to live. I just want to bless you with 2 Corinthians 4:18 which says, “So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” I pray that as you continue to journey in this last few months in your life, your faith in God will be a encouragement to all & that they will know you through Christ! I was just reminded of this song, “HALLELUJAH! Death has lost its grip on me, You have broken our chain. There’s salvation in Your name, Jesus Christ my living hope.”

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  36. Kelvin
    Kelvin says:

    Hi Andrew,
    I leave these words from Jesus with you. Listen carefully to Him and believe what He is saying to you. He is the BREAD OF LIFE! Jesus has the life you are looking for.

    John 6:53-58
    53 Then Jesus said to them, “Most assuredly, I say to you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood, you have no life in you. 54 Whoever eats My flesh and drinks My blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day. 55 For My flesh is food indeed, and My blood is drink indeed. 56 He who eats My flesh and drinks My blood abides in Me, and I in him. 57 As the living Father sent Me, and I live because of the Father, so he who feeds on Me will live because of Me. 58 This is the bread which came down from heaven—not as your fathers ate the manna, and are dead. He who eats this bread will live forever.”

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  37. Dominic
    Dominic says:

    Andrew, thank you so much in your guidance towards eternal peace. My wife and i are in the midst of battling the darkest moments of our life, your words came as a light in our situation.

    I was in church praying when i read your post and it brought tears and relief for me. You have return to be with our Lord but your words will stay in many people hearts.

    I will always remember you. God bless you.

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  38. Joanne
    Joanne says:

    Amazingly inspirational story and sharing Andrew, God has already been using you richly to make a difference to so many, I assure you.
    You will never know how many lives you have already helped save, including mine
    God bless you dear Brother and keep the FAITH ♥️

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  39. Susan-soonie Yap
    Susan-soonie Yap says:

    Dearest Andrew,
    I am your mum’s friend in Penang. What fun times when you & your siblings (I called ‘The 3 Musketeers’) had during your school holidays here. Keep that smile & continue to be brave. I pray for a miracle & comfort to ease your pain. Remember you are not alone & you are always loved by so many. Big loving hugs for you.

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  40. Grace
    Grace says:

    Dear Andrew,
    Thank you for sharing from your heart a very inspirational and encouraging journey of faith. May God use your testimony to turn hearts towards Him. You truly live out the verse that says ” Give thanks in all circumstances…” God is faithful and He is always watching to fulfil His Word. Miracles can still happen!!!

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  41. Margaret Low-Tremolieres
    Margaret Low-Tremolieres says:

    Hi Andrew,
    I just lost a friend a few days ago to cancer. She was as brave and as strong as you. I see that you had led a very fulfilling and enriching life outside of your banking job. Like you, she led a very fulfilling one too and even more so after she found out that she ‘was given a death sentence’ in her own words.

    I believe God has an even BIGGER plan for you on the other side. We just have to live our life with faith and trust in Him. I am not able to quote biblical verses like most Christians do though I am a born Catholic> However, in times of those dark hours in our life, I know i can find solace and love in Him. Keep that positive energy and outlook in your remaining earthly journey and with NO regrets. I close with a silent prayer that you will depart with no pain and in great peace. Amen.

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  42. selvarani
    selvarani says:

    God is always good.Never feel bad for what had happened.Just tell yourself God will take over and u will be in peace soon.I’m also a cancer fighter and just recovered and still praying hard to jesus cure me as I have a mum to care for who is old till that please save me.Actually I’m a Hindu and I surrender and accepted jesus even I’m diagnosed cancer last year June. Jesus saved me with his blood and I fully surrender to him and deeply fallen to him.I and my family will pray for u and u are saved in jesus hand.I truly understand something in your message and u have given a good example to our community at last how to build faith even more stronger and u are a beautiful soul.I’m In love with you and love u for who u are and dear jesus take him with no pain and suffercation.Praise the Lord to hear from a wonderful soul and person like u.All have a different journey and u actual have touched allot’s of souls I believe.Peace be with u and praise the Lord. ..

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    • Tim
      Tim says:

      You will be healed my friend. Jesus is the source of strength, wisdom, faith and healing.

      I will pray for your full recovery and I want to hear your story after you are healed within this year. Just want to share a dream story. Jesus appeared in my dreams for more than 30-35 times within 6 years. And, each dream tells me a story.

      One of my favorite dreams was when Jesus called my name and told me to pray, pray and pray to him. And, he told me he will give me rewards and merits.

      I believe in miracles and gift of healing through the grace of Our Lord Jesus Christ. You will live for many years and be an inspiration to others. Thank you for sharing your story. Amen.

      Rest in Peace, Andrew! Amen.

  43. Stephanie
    Stephanie says:

    Hi Andrew, as a Christian, hearing your story left me in tears of overwhelming emotions. Your story is a testament of what God has done in you and what you have done for the Lord. You have been faithful all your life, and more so in your last days…and He is pleased. All He ever desires is your heart and so beautifully you have given it. Great are your rewards in heaven. Shalom and love be with you always!

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  44. Desmond
    Desmond says:

    Dearest all, family in-christ and friends beyond, Andrew had passed away peacefully at 2325 hrs last night and has returned to be with the Father. Thank you for all your prayers, kindness, blessings and generosity that you have showered upon his life.

    He had fought the good fight, he had finished the race, and he has kept the faith. Andrew looks forward to welcoming each and every one of you into the Kingdom and the Father’s glory.

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    • Phines Reyes Taruc
      Phines Reyes Taruc says:

      God has blessed us with your testimony of faith. You have accomplished your mission Andrew. Your reward is out of this world- it is eternal peace and joy with our God the father. An angel on earth you were, and an angel in heaven forevermore.

    • Petrina CHAN
      Petrina CHAN says:

      Thank you Andrew Hui for sharing your encounters. Eternal bliss! You are His chosen one. May Andrew’s family be consoled….peace!

  45. Low Chin Ann
    Low Chin Ann says:

    Today in our church, we had a discussion of losing faith when we discussed about Hudson Taylor and how God is faithful, and a real conversion took place when he was 17. And we also touched on how God is sovereign and why somethings things happened not according to our wishes but yet God wants us to continue to trust Him. So reading on Andrew Hui, it seems God has given us a second affirmation of what we discussed. Andrew Hui has left us a great testimony that glorified our Lord, and became a strength to many whom are also in a journey of struggle. My prayers for the peace of Andrew’s family.

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  46. Bobby B. Castillo
    Bobby B. Castillo says:

    I bid you a peaceful farewell on your journey to heaven, Andrew! It is always our greatest consolation that God has promised us a place in His eternal paradise. May you be one of our intercessors to prepare us for our own farewell journey to this beautiful reunion with Our Father…

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  47. Ben
    Ben says:

    Thank you Andrew. Thank you for sharing this to the world. You have no idea how many lives you’ve touched. May you rest in peace.

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  48. WeeKee
    WeeKee says:

    RIP Andrew! GOD LOVES YOU AND IN HIS ARMS YOU ARE NOW FOREVER AT PEACE AND BLESSED WITH HIS LOVE. “Go As High As The Mountain”. Vince Gill.

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  49. Tete
    Tete says:

    RIP Andrew, may our Lord Jesus Christ the true love and light welcome you in his house, pray for us to open more our hearts to fully listen to him, live his words and guide our steps toward his fulfillment. God bless you forever, AMEN.

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  50. Klim
    Klim says:

    Faithful to the end. That’s victory, Andrew. Thanks for showing the way.

    Does anyone know where the wake is held?

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  51. Richard Nixon Baban
    Richard Nixon Baban says:

    I have not read this lengthily for a long time. Every word was important. I guess you have change me in an instance. Even in your death, you continue to be a blessing to others. Rest in peace and Godspeed. 🙂

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  52. Grace
    Grace says:

    Dear Mr & Mrs Hui and family,
    May our Good Lord comfort and strengthen you as you grieve for the loss of your beloved son. Andrew is free from pain and is in the embrace of Our Lord. Rest in the assurance that though his life was short, he has made an impact and God is pleased with him.
    Take care and keeping all of you in prayers.

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  53. Emmanuel
    Emmanuel says:

    I am so moved! I did promise to serve God and his. My prayer is for people to realize he is the reason we exist. My prayer is for strength and means to spread his word. I would like to help out those in the darkest point in their life. Those in immense difficulty and at the point of giving up. My message is simple “God will never forsake thee”. Everything happens for a reason.

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  54. LC
    LC says:

    This is so inspiring. Andrew, even in your final days, you’ve been an inspiration. You have fought a good fight and came out victorious.

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  55. Viki
    Viki says:

    so blessed by your life and attitude in life:) Thank you Andrew for sharing a big piece of you to all of us!

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  56. Daniel Yeo
    Daniel Yeo says:

    We witnessed the works of the Living God through Andrew’s life and through his testimony even when it really wasn’t easy, Andrew remains a glaring example of Faith and a Beacon of Light for our Lord Jesus Christ. We grief when we miss him, but till we meet again Andrew.

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  57. Francis Pena
    Francis Pena says:

    Everything happens for a reason. Only God knows. We are only transients in this world. Whatever we do in our lifetime will impact in the next. Our faith in God will always be our shining hope and glory. We always say Life is short and Time is gold. We have to live to the fullest but let’s keep our love and faith in God strong till “that time” comes.

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  58. SXL
    SXL says:

    A brave & awesome young man. I guess it’s also God’s will for me to chance upon your post here. I have been struggling for a long time and because of you, you have led me back to God today. Thank you Andrew.

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  59. HW
    HW says:

    A very brave and strong guy, completed God’s assigned mission with splendid, and multiplied God’s given talents by sharing his story, perspective, and struggle. Good reminder for myself. Andrew definitely is in eternity peace in The Father’s House. Amen.

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  60. liian quiambao
    liian quiambao says:

    God will be your reward, Andrew..
    I’m so touched by your story.. at times, i feel scared of dying..
    but with your story, this has helped me go back to God and
    attain peace.. yes, Shalom!

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  61. Irene
    Irene says:

    Hi Andrew, as i write this am not sure how your doing. Hope God love and peace that you have shared remains in you on your journey and may the health of Jesus Christ who never suffered any sickness on Earth be with you.

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  62. Chiu Ha Chong
    Chiu Ha Chong says:

    Dear Andrew

    I am sad but may the Love and peace of God be with you till the end. Hold on tight to the hands of Jesus and He will bring you safely to where He is. May God be with you and in His mercy take away your pains. God bless you always.

    Sincerely

    Chong Chiu Ha
    Kota Kinabalu, Sabah

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  63. Koh LEE LIAN VIVEN
    Koh LEE LIAN VIVEN says:

    Dear Mr & Mrs Hui,
    My deepest condolences to you on the passing of your beloved son Andrew. You have brought him up very well. Although he suffered physically at such a young age, he was courageous and faithful to the end by giving a lovely and touching testimony of God’s love and grace. Indeed, God was merciful in calling him home earlier than 2 months. Andrew is in a better place, where there’s no more pain or sorrow. He is in the Lord Jesus’ arms.

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  64. Nini
    Nini says:

    Eternal rest grant unto you, Andrew and let perpetual light shine upon you. May you rest in peace. God bless your soul!

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  65. Claudia
    Claudia says:

    Deepest condolences to Mr and Mrs Hui, may the love and shalom peace of God filled ur household.

    I’m very touched by Andrew’s testimony. It’s glorious life lived. Always giving, serving and thinking about other people.
    He’s with the Lord now, there’s no more pain and sorrows. He can run and gym for as long as he wants and not feel tired. He has a new body now, young and strong. He’s indeed in a better place, in the arms of our Lord.
    He has left a legacy and inspired many to embrace life with heaven’s perspective.
    My prayers and thoughts goes out to u all.

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  66. ROBERT A DOORN
    ROBERT A DOORN says:

    PRAISE GOD FROM WHOM ALL BLESSINGS FLOW! I SAT AT MY COMPUTER READING THIS INCREDIBLE TESTIMONY TO GOD’S GRACE AND GOODNESS WITH TEARS FLOWING DOWN MY CHEEKS. I AM NOW AT 90 YEARS OF AGE AND TO SEE THIS YOUNG MAN OF FAITH AT 32 STEPPING INTO ETERNITY TO BE FOREVER WITH JESUS HAS SO TOUCHED MY HEART. I WANT TO MEET HIM SOON WHEN MY TIME COMES!

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  67. Kim Chiew
    Kim Chiew says:

    what a courageous young man! Thank you for sharing Andrew’s story. It is always difficult to know whether God is going to heal, well meaning Christians often make the sick feel worse by implying non-healing is due to lack of faith (of the sick), or sins of past generations, etc. Andrew showed us his 32 years was lived purposefully and meaningfully for God. It is not how long you live, but how you live.

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  68. Esther
    Esther says:

    Praise God for the blessed assurance that you’ve found in Him! Indeed he’s sovereign and he’s good. Hope that your testimony continues to bless more people and that they will find the same peace in the blessed assurance.

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  69. June
    June says:

    Praise God that Andrew at his last breathe share encouraging words and with God’s grace he journeyed gracefully home. May God’s blessings and comfort be unto his families.

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  70. Gwladys
    Gwladys says:

    Thank you Andrew, even though I do not know you. You have shared with us, how to live a life well. When so many of us are looking for meaning and purpose, you’ve shown us your glimpse of the deserving end we all are headed towards. It’s about ending well, death has no hold if we’re happy for what’s to come.

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    • Wilbert
      Wilbert says:

      Andrew, you story touched my heart. And I believe it was God.
      At this point in my life, I am living idly. I had lost sense of passion for God and for the people. I compromised a lot. I became irresponsible of my privileges and relationships. I have grown cold towards the God who love me as much as his Son.
      I read your story and left me astounded and at the same time sorrowful.
      I realized how precious life is and how many people who is in deep pain needed a life in Christ.
      Thank you, Andrew. Thank you.

  71. Cora
    Cora says:

    I’m recovering from a type of metastatic cancer. Whether I get through this stage or not, I firmly believe in the relentless love of God. Bro Andrew’s testimony strengthened my faith in our AWESOME GOD. I know that each of us will see Jesus face to face one day… it will be a glorious day for each of us who’ve entrusted our life to Him. I pray that Bro Andrew’s life has given each one of us a much greater hope, love and trust JESUS, who gave Himself for us. God be glorified!

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  72. Daisy Cerdenia
    Daisy Cerdenia says:

    Hi Andrew, your testimony made my day. I am sure God is using it to remind people that deathis sure to come but it is only the beginning and the gateway to a wonderful, more exciting eternal home with our Savior, Jesus. As the Lord reminds me of you, I shall be praying for you as if I personally met you as my brother in faith . God bless your journey.

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  73. Sera Vakalala
    Sera Vakalala says:

    Rest in Eternal Peace, Andrew❤❤ Your story has made an impact into the lives of many young adults who have lost their way to the Lord!! It’s a blessings to read your story and your faith in the Lord!! Heaven has gained a brilliant Angel See you until that glorious morning❤

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  74. Henry
    Henry says:

    A wonderful young man, very touched by his sharing. I have no words to express my feeling towards Andrew’s attitude and his TRUST in His Master. We shall meet some day in His presence.

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  75. Evelyn
    Evelyn says:

    May the Lord’s comfort be upon Mr n Mrs Hui even as Andrew sings from the portals of glory:

    Redeemed–how I love to proclaim it!
    Redeemed by the blood of the Lamb;
    Redeemed through His infinite mercy,
    His child, and forever, I am.

    Redeemed, redeemed,
    Redeemed by the blood of the Lamb;
    Redeemed, redeemed,
    His child, and forever, I am.

    Redeemed and so happy in Jesus,
    No language my rapture can tell;
    I know that the light of His presence
    With me doth continually dwell.

    Amen
    source: http://www.lyricsondemand.com/miscellaneouslyrics/christianlyrics/redeemedhowilovetoproclaimitlyrics.html

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  76. Arlene
    Arlene says:

    First, condolence to his family
    Second, he won the battle and you his family won, the reason, he is a Christian.
    Third, cancer had killed him but cancer cannot kill his spirit.
    No more pain for him now in Heaven with God

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  77. BM
    BM says:

    Thank you Andrew for sharing your story and powerful message of Faith and God! It is very touching and meaningful. Condolences to the family and incredible young man you have raised!

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  78. rajasutha mahalingam
    rajasutha mahalingam says:

    A strong boy left too soon! But he now free from earthly suffering and might be doing what he loves the most with the almighty, watching over his family and friends. Losing a brother suddenly shattered me. This brother accepted his fate and even said the best farewell to the world. God bless his soul. On namashivaya!

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  79. Greg
    Greg says:

    May the Lord comfort his family and friends until your reunion occurs with Andrew. I will be sharing this article with my family, in hopes it will encourage those to grow that are believers already and for those that are not that it will make them reflect on their lives and take that step towards Christ.

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  80. Wena
    Wena says:

    I hope and pray I would have the same faith as Andrew’s! God has another Angel in Heaven! May God be glorified in His mysterious ways such as this! Gid bless his family!

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  81. jane
    jane says:

    Awesome sharing from Andrew…. finishing the race to encourage others and receiving the reward and crown from our Abba Father… glorifying God’s name forever… Amen!

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  82. Juanita Rafal
    Juanita Rafal says:

    My daughter 31yr old, went through painful ordeal with a deadly stage 4 lung cancer she battled the disease for a year 2016 to 17 leaving behind 3 young daughters 1 2 and 6 yr olds her loving husband mother and brother her passing left big impact in the family not ever be the same again without her. The testimony I just read well composed a very intelligent articulate young man but as he has said
    Our earth life is a speck of dust in infinite eternity we’re here our mortal being now and to die, we live and die universal destiny the Author of life and existence fairly stamped to all forms of life on earth.

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  83. Hartono Sugih
    Hartono Sugih says:

    Thank you Andrew for being faithful despite the storm. It is indeed would be a lie, if a good life only means a life that is full of health, wealth and happiness. I learned that we will never know what plan God has for us. His definition of „good“ is also beyond our understanding. Thank you Andrew‘s family for bearing with the pain and stay faithful as well. I understand that, your pain is as big as Andrew‘s if not bigger. I‘m only 1 year older than Andrew, actually. The more days added into my life, the more I understand that life is a gift, and pain and suffering are part of it. I‘m grateful that we have Jesus as our role model, that even though He didn‘t do anything wrong, He was willing to be crucified to pay the price for our redemption. Andrew‘s story made me rethink on the purpose of life‘s and priorities. Each day is a gift, and I ought to use it wisely. God bless you and your family, Andrew. Rest in peace, brother.

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  84. Sed
    Sed says:

    So touched and inspired.
    Iam surely going to share this testimony to my Church believers for God’s glory.
    RIP Andrew.

    Deepest condolence to the bereaved family.

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  85. Tyson
    Tyson says:

    I just realized how God loves us unconditionally. Our service to him is not gonna make him big or small. “That peace” is what we all need.

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  86. Erick
    Erick says:

    Thanks for sharing. Andrew’s story has touched me and inspired me a lot. He is great fighter and pretty sure that his story may have a greater impact for those who read. Heartfelt condolence to his family.

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  87. Steffi gomes
    Steffi gomes says:

    May God give you the strength to go through this tough time… But I am sure Andrew is enjoying his time in heaven

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  88. ibom lingu
    ibom lingu says:

    Brother Andrew. Life and death is part of journey.. It is his wish… Some journeys are long but some are short but u had great journey of 32 yrs with lord… Which is undoubtedly true meaning of journey. May you rest in peace in paradise with your true master Lord Jesus Christ. Amen

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  89. angeline
    angeline says:

    I have never seen so much courage and strength in this young guy, Andrew. Though I don’t know him personally but reading his awe inspiring and very touching testimony, I really thank and praise God for the gift of Andrew to his family and for the gift of his parents who have brought him up with such strong faith in Our God. I am sure he is now resting happily in heaven with Our God. He truly inspire me thru His testimony to live my life for Him and Him alone. May God bless all his family members and the caregivers who have journeyed with him especially in God’s darkest moments of his life. Thank u Jesus for raising such a faithful servant like Andrew and all glory, praise and honour to His holy name. amen

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  90. Shalom Lim Ern Rong
    Shalom Lim Ern Rong says:

    What a well written article! It comforted me deeply especially since my brother went to heaven on 7 December 2019.

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  91. Josie
    Josie says:

    The age old enemy which saps us of quality life experiences DEATH
    & our LOVING creators solution
    PARADISE RESTORED
    1Cor 15: 26 
    And the last enemy, death, is to be brought to nothing.
    Rev 21:4
    And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.”
    Ps 145: 16 
    You open your hand And satisfy the desire of every living thing.
    John 5: 28 
    Do not be amazed at this, for the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice

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  92. Laura M
    Laura M says:

    Oh what an encouragement to read this sweet, brave farewell to his temporary home as he is a saint standing at the door of his eternal home <3

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